One Step to e World ~~~

It's nearly a week since I start working in the company where I have not been back for almost let's say 4 months due to internship programme in another company. Ooh ~~ How much to say that I indeed miss the daes I haf as a student in any school, of cos frens tat i have come in contact wif durin these periods are oso an impt factor for one to grow up. They are the people who can gif us e energy to push each other forwards, when either one is down in their life. Goshh !!! What is happening to me, I am alwaes recalling all the past events that happen in my life, during my education years as a student. Now I'm standing alone in my own lil world before I step out into e working society, experiencing all types of office politics during my past assignments I took during my vacations. Each of these leaving in me a big impression of working life in Singapore is nothing but STRESS ... arghh ~~~ tats all I can sae, thou I enjoy some assignments where there were great colleagues, hanging out together, sharing of each other's expierences and roamin ard city at nite. Sending out all my resumes in the last month of my internship, I still have yet to receive any good news, so I decided to contact my previous employer to get a temp job first. While waiting for a better opportunity to come by I shall slog in the once fav dept of mine, but now not animore [frens all left]. The trip bac dere is a total change to me, all the once familiar faces were gone. Now I'm really standing alone on an island. Haha ~~~ enuf of whining, but come to think of it whining in my blog is beta than pouring out all words to a human, I'm able to reflect myself.

Here are some to share wif e 'readers':

: A test I took from my fren's email

Wish
You can make it as you wish. Take good care of others.

Expected Visitor
He(She) will surely come even if he(she) is late.

Business
You'll win. No loss.

Study
Do your best, or you won't succeed.

Love
Give it up, and make a fresh start.

Travel
The sooner, the better.

: Karaok-ing wif pal

Oops ~~ I accidentally put a mirror dere ~~~ Heex ...

Yummy~licious ~ Our main lead of e dae ~~~

Hahaha ~~~ Tats ME !!!

A View of e Place ~~~

2007 New Year Resolutions ~~~

Hi all, its been a long time since my last post on blogspot. My brain cells are running tormentously within my head, what shud i be ? what i wana be ? what is my main goal in life: both career and personal ??? OMG ... had been thinkin thoroughly within myself again & again ... Found a job that is in located in one of my fav workin place. had been searching high-low for jobs in the area, at last found one that has vacancy for me and e job is workin in the company in the human resource dept. Thou I'm totally new to both the working environment and the work in the company, had been interviewed two times in a week for the job. First time was done by the HR Manager, second time was done by the VP of HR dept. I was feeling quite vexed after e 1st interview, whirlwind was starting to arose inside my head. On e 2nd day of interview I was totally relieved that I got e job, there were more people goin for the interview on the 2nd dae, I was feelin quite worried tat I mite not get e job. But aniwae I got it. Got both types of feeling within me: happy & sad. Not quite sure how to describe it. It is a 5-days work week, thou start work quite early, which I hate to sae I don't quite like, haha but aniwae nvm as long as I can work as what i want i'm contented. Ok I shall continued on another dae. Signs off with a sighzzz ~~~ ^^*.

Woahh ~~~ Lions RoaRs & RoxS ~~~

Yipee Lions won the ASEAN Football League again ... So happie thou I was screamin my hearts out loud earlier when I was watchin e live telecast from Bangkok National Stadium ... [heart was pouncing up & down]. In e beginning of the game Lions scored one nice goal {but it wasn't considered as a score, e referee blew his whistle (wasted)} . Arghhh ~~~ all e hearts of S'pore fans was dampened and mad. Thru out e first haf of the game, S'pore was alwaes defending against e thai players, on the other hand, the thais scored a goal and they were very fierce on the field (findin chances to attack our players ... darn it !!!) ... 2nd half of the game was getting excited, lions missed quite a few open chances on the field to score. The coach of the Lions team could be seen pacing up & down along the field, his face was gettin worry & anxious that e team wasn't aiming well. haiz ... poor him ... The excitement came around 30 mins later in e 2nd match, when Khairul Amri scored a goal for Singapore ... woahh ~~~ Lions roars n roars endlessly thou there was onli abt 100+ supporters at Bangkok Stadium, but in Singapore , a small island, everyone who was watching the match was happily "Ole-ing ~~~" [there goes the song that I've been singing thru young while watchin soccer]. Come to recall I have attended 2 ASEAN football league {1998 & 2007}. Woahh ~~~ ok shall share some fotos that I took at e National Stadium this Wednesday (31/01/07). Coolz was all i can described - weather, atmosphere [was 100% good, can feel the heartbeats of all as one].




Lions VS Thai @ SG National Stadium 2007
[First Half of the Match]


Lions VS Thai @ SG National Stadium 2007
[Second Half of the Match]


Score Board @ National Singapore Stadium
[SG - 1 , Thai - 0]

Back Again ~~~

Finally got time to take a breath from my attachment project, had been cracking and killing most of my brain cells in the past 2 months. Deciding from the layouts and creating of the intranet for the company. Thou I can say that life here is quite relaxing compared to the other jobs that I have done before. But the company is full of politics, and yah it is not a small matter, the politics in this tiny, mini company is strong and fiery as an inferno. Unbelievable ~~ That was what I've encountered here, glad to say that i was only a 'small fry' observing the battles of human in a tiny meanie corner of my room. talkin about my working room, all i can say is that it looks like a fish tank while we are e fishes inside it, had been telling my fren since we change from the conference room to this server room. Not only being in a fish tank, the temperature here is as cool as the water in e tank, like we are a type of special breed of fishes. Temperature range from 18'C to 21'C in e 5-days of working. Cool isn't it. Sooner or later I can go & accompany the penguins & polar bears in their humble home @ Mandai Zoo, Singapore. *Feel honoured* ... hahaha ... enough of 'crabbing', thou I'm proud to be a crab, can't blame for being a cancerian. hahah ^-^*

Status of Life
Life in tertiary is going to end in an eye wink [tats fast ~ it juz seem tat I juz got into poly last week.] ... haiz x infinity ... I have just managed to climb up half the mountain, named, Mt Life, which take me 21 years of age to reach.Ahead of me lies a road full of ups and down, and I'm not at all prepared, has been having sleepless nights, thinking what on Earth I wana be, what will i be when I'm 31, 41, 51 etc. My family had been telling me to pursue further studies. Arghh ~~~ mind is in a whirl, twirling & spinning frantically like no one's business. Goodness what should i do ?? pursue my goal in working in e tourism line or find IT-related work ... Me at dis moment standing halfway on Mt Life, is looking & searching aimlessly for a through road to where i wana become ... Juz wish & pray hardly tat someone will be kind enuf to lead me to my future. thou I muz strive to continue in tat future ... Besides future thoughts, I also have alot of things on my mind. I haven achieve sumthinks that I haven done. Had been scrimping & saving hard to pursue my lil dreams. Hope the year of the *oink oink* will bring me to a better stage of my life. *prays sincerely*.

# To kai lin & marisa: Read ur blogs, heard that you all oso had this problem. haiz ... console u all
[including me]. Pray hard for your futures, no matter what u all do. ^-^*
Lend you all the torch in finding the path out from the darkness.

@_@: Shall stop here. In case supervisor comes in again, hee [covers mouth]. update asap.

Jiayou [Add fuel] to all our tanks, to strive for better and further future ^^*.

Happy New Year --- It's 20~07 ~~~

Hi all, its e FIRST day of 2007 ~~ woahh ... Welcome the new year with all other fellow s'poreans @ Esplanade a.k.a Marina Bay. The atmosphere dere was great, I could feel tat thousands or shud I sae countless heartbeats were pumping as one. Though got a lil scared of the 'pushin & squeezing' environment at such a place ... haha ... This time the view of the fireworks was very nice compared to last year & e squeezing wif the crowds was minimised to its lowest ... haha ... all in front of me was a clear view of the sea floating wif all the light balls .... Mood for the Countdown nearly damped due to a slight shower ard 9pm+ ... Luckily we didnt not turn bac n head off, haha ... tried all sorts of means n ways to get over to the area outside DXO which was facing the skyline of e CBD district ... Found a place to settle ard 11.05pm <55>, at a grass land under e Shear's bridge. Place of settlement change again for a beta position .. haha ... This year's firework was nice compared to 2006's fireworks, thou e music doesn't tally quite well wif the fireworks ... again loss of citizens' taxes .. hahaha ... Mayb I don't quite feel e pain of c-ing own $$$ coming down in sparkles yet. Hmm ... my goal for 2007 is to get a stable income, license , and many other things. Sumthin to share wif u all, thou tell u now will be impossible ... booked air tickets to my fav country Australia im Sept 2007, ^^* haha ... got promo so book in advancex100 ... it's been long since I stepped into the country of kangaroos. Will be touring from North to South (yippy ~~~). Wahaha ~~~ Ok I shall now show the pics i took of the fireworks, not keeping u all in dispense ... haha ... Last of all a Happy New Year to all of U ...


Skyline view of CBD in the nite of New Year's Eve


1st sparkle tat welcome the arrival of 2007 ~~~ woah ~~~


Red works lighting the nite sky


woah ~~~ more to come ---


Meteorite-like fireworks ~~ Closure of the arrival ~~