Back Again ~~~
Finally got time to take a breath from my attachment project, had been cracking and killing most of my brain cells in the past 2 months. Deciding from the layouts and creating of the intranet for the company. Thou I can say that life here is quite relaxing compared to the other jobs that I have done before. But the company is full of politics, and yah it is not a small matter, the politics in this tiny, mini company is strong and fiery as an inferno. Unbelievable ~~ That was what I've encountered here, glad to say that i was only a 'small fry' observing the battles of human in a tiny meanie corner of my room. talkin about my working room, all i can say is that it looks like a fish tank while we are e fishes inside it, had been telling my fren since we change from the conference room to this server room. Not only being in a fish tank, the temperature here is as cool as the water in e tank, like we are a type of special breed of fishes. Temperature range from 18'C to 21'C in e 5-days of working. Cool isn't it. Sooner or later I can go & accompany the penguins & polar bears in their humble home @ Mandai Zoo, Singapore. *Feel honoured* ... hahaha ... enough of 'crabbing', thou I'm proud to be a crab, can't blame for being a cancerian. hahah ^-^*
Status of Life
Life in tertiary is going to end in an eye wink [tats fast ~ it juz seem tat I juz got into poly last week.] ... haiz x infinity ... I have just managed to climb up half the mountain, named, Mt Life, which take me 21 years of age to reach.Ahead of me lies a road full of ups and down, and I'm not at all prepared, has been having sleepless nights, thinking what on Earth I wana be, what will i be when I'm 31, 41, 51 etc. My family had been telling me to pursue further studies. Arghh ~~~ mind is in a whirl, twirling & spinning frantically like no one's business. Goodness what should i do ?? pursue my goal in working in e tourism line or find IT-related work ... Me at dis moment standing halfway on Mt Life, is looking & searching aimlessly for a through road to where i wana become ... Juz wish & pray hardly tat someone will be kind enuf to lead me to my future. thou I muz strive to continue in tat future ... Besides future thoughts, I also have alot of things on my mind. I haven achieve sumthinks that I haven done. Had been scrimping & saving hard to pursue my lil dreams. Hope the year of the *oink oink* will bring me to a better stage of my life. *prays sincerely*.
# To kai lin & marisa: Read ur blogs, heard that you all oso had this problem. haiz ... console u all
[including me]. Pray hard for your futures, no matter what u all do. ^-^*
Lend you all the torch in finding the path out from the darkness.
@_@: Shall stop here. In case supervisor comes in again, hee [covers mouth]. update asap.
Jiayou [Add fuel] to all our tanks, to strive for better and further future ^^*.
